Conundrum

I want to go to ballets
And symphony's
And musicals.

But I also want to go shoot skeet
And be dangerous with a bow and arrow
And be able to kick ass in jiu-jitsu.

I want to go swing dancing
And to art museums
And to hockey games.

Sweetheart,
I want to be the girl
You can never figure out.
I want to see
And taste
And smell
And live the world.

But most importantly,
I want to be the conundrum
You never knew could exist.
The universe in ecstatic motion.
The world vibrating through me,
Showing me how,
And what,
It truly means
To Live.