Becoming

I used to think it was you.
Used to think you didn't know how
To love me properly.
But now I know,
It's me,
It's this heart of mine
That wanders just as aimlessly
As these feet.
Always looking to the next mountain,
Always searching for the next shore,
Always wondering where else I might
Lose myself.
And I can't blame you anymore.
I can only walk this path
Alone
As I put the woman I'm becoming
Before everything else.